Always search for beauty… even in your darkest days…

I remember sitting in the most exhausting and painful days of my life, the day we lost Adriana, and following days at the funeral and condolence days. (Ta3ezeh)

I don’t remember everyone that came.

I don’t remember all the words that were said.

But I remember feeling the love.

I remember telling my husband, as we looked at the room of all our friends and even some people we have never met but came to pay their respect…

“This is the magic of Adriana, this is the love she brought into our lives and is now spreading throughout the entire community…”

As days, and now months have passed, we all dived into even darker days. Depression, pain, anger and so much more…

Even with the blessing of finding out I was pregnant 10 days after Adriana passed, couldn’t keep us from drowning in our pain…

I still feel guilty sometimes, if i laugh or smile… how could I ever be happy without her?

You may think we are strong.. but we’re not.

I still cry everyday, I still wish I could be with her every single moment…

This week my husband bought home a DVD one night.

A Will Smith movie called “Collateral Beauty

I don’t usually review movies, unless they leave me truly feeling better or empowering me in some way … such as “Joy”   movie review I posted last year…

I won’t spoil the movie plot of Collateral Beauty for you … but if you have lost someone dear, especially a child, I suggest you watch this movie. 

Yes you will cry, but you will be left with a message…


Be sure to notice the Collateral Beauty. Be sure to search for the light…

We can never go back to how we were before January 8 2017, but Adriana left us with so much beauty …

So much beauty that is spreading and I will make sure to keep spreading for her…

Notice the beauty around you… and never stop spreading it…

Good Luck Super Mama


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Super Mama Lebanon

Mom of 3
Living in Beirut, Lebanon

One thought on “Always search for beauty… even in your darkest days…

  • August 12, 2017 at 8:41 pm
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    I happened to watch this movie recently on the airplane. And I was thinking of recommending it to you.
    Holds a beautiful message.
    Good luck on your journey ?☺️

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